…seasons can last years.
And wrecking balls were made to celebrate
Out with the old, in with the forward sun
Forward son.
Away OA, you’re out surviving unfair choices dear.
If you were here.
If you were here I would be home right now.
Home. Right now.
It hurts to love.
Hurts to hate—in each other all along. All alone.
My walking skin in your walking skin.
And do you love me?
Or is that hate gone foolin’ me again? Me again.
My rusty heart keeps beating me up.
Beating three up. But for how long?
Memories. Silly memories—tricks were made fr
Memories gone and changed again
When I wasn’t watching home
Home. Right now.
Close your eyes.
Remember everything good this time.
These are gone.
They’re gone and it’s getting cold outside this time.
Been doin’ it so long—Where will you run?
Been doin’ it so long—Where will you go?
Been hearing it so long—When will you know?
Been nearing it so long—I miss your ghost.
Been doin’ it so long—Where will you run?
Where will you go? You best watch out.
You won’t get off—so easily.
No early death to set you free.
And I won’t let go. ‘Cuz I miss you so.
Your ghost keeps hanging around here, you know.
You comin’ in? You come up close.
I catch you hanging around here again...
You coming in? You close your eyes.
Remember everything you’ve lost/locked inside.
If the pain is real, so is the joy.
It’s everything and nothing at all.
And I’ve forgotten more than I ever could recall.
Ah...
You’re mine. Mine to me. And you’ll always be my girl.
You’re mine. Mine to me. And you’ll never be my girl.
Jamie Fillmore (2016)
credits
from Mine to Me,
released October 10, 2022
Music by Mike McCutcheon, Mark McCutcheon and Jamie Fillmore
Lyrics by Jamie Fillmore
Jamie Fillmore—vocals, guitars
Mike McCutcheon—bass, vocals
Mark McCutcheon—drums, vocals